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Mar. 11th, 2006 @ 03:19 pm
Well, I suppose I'm not Head Girl anymore.

Oh dear, I think I'm going to start crying again. Oh, no it's not about me not being Head Girl, Harry! It's about... everything!

I can't believe it. I'm at a loss for words.

Oh, shut up, Harry.
Crookshanks senses I'm:: indescribableindescribable

Feb. 27th, 2006 @ 08:00 pm
Oh God, oh God... okay... no time to fret. I'm sure I've done okay so far. Charms... right, Charms, I think I covered everything I was supposed to. Nailed the Protean but... oh but did I get all of the 11 stages of removing a Memory Charm? I don't know! I think I did. Oh hell... I might have scraped by with an
'E' in that, if I'm lucky. Defense... Merlin that was tough. Tougher than it should have been I thought it would be. I managed to create my patronus with no problem, thanks to Harry. I wrote everything I could on Dementors and Inferi and werewolves...why were we covering werewolves again? The counter-curses for dark spells - I don't know if I got all of that. Well I'm pretty sure that's at least an 'E'. I think. Herbology, well that was just a mess, wasn't it? Why didn't I drop it when I had the chance. I'm sure I had no idea what I was doing. A 'P', I'm sure of it. If I'm lucky. Transfiguration, that proctor kept staring at me when I transfigured torso and legs. I knew I shouldn't have chosen a centaur for my test form. What was I thinking? I'm sure I had all sorts of hairs sticking out of place and spots and I don't even want to think of it. And Runes! I'm supposed to be sharp with Runes, but I'm sure I mistranslated those test scrolls. Potions, well... at least I didn't blow anything up in Potions.

Oh God what an unmitigated disaster these exams have been so far. Thank Merlin tomorrow's an off day. I might just be able to keep from completely losing it.

Nephthys, of course! How could I have missed that!! ... did I miss that?
Crookshanks senses I'm:: stressedfrazzled

Feb. 20th, 2006 @ 02:45 pm
I did get into a little bit of trouble when my parents found out I went to Wales to fight to the death, I got them to see the bigger picture. I'm alive, aren't I? And school is open, which means I'm Head Girl once again, just in time for exams! Things couldn't be any better. I do wish they would have given us more time to read the material. I know we've had a week, but a week out of school isn't the same, and I just don't know if I was able to get the best of that Charms exam. Oh I'm sure I've wrecked it somehow.

Sylvie Fawcett, I'll forgive you for your lack of conduct on the journal recently, but try not to have it happen again.

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Crookshanks senses I'm:: chipperchipper

Feb. 12th, 2006 @ 02:07 pm
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Crookshanks senses I'm:: determineddetermined

Feb. 7th, 2006 @ 04:00 pm
Well, I received an owl from my parents. They know of the panic and they've read the Prophet with...with his threat and they asked me if it was true and exactly what it meant. I told them I'd explain it when I came home, whenever that is. I'll have to stay for as long as possible. They're smart people, they'll figure it out, if they haven't already. If they're not simply in denial.

I'm--I'm glad they're Muggles. They'll be okay, whatever happens.

I--don't think anyone should give up. I know it looks bad--

For God's sake, at least think of the smaller kids. Ranting and raving about how the end is coming isn't going to make them feel any better. We should be proud of who and what we are, and we should act accordingly. I'm not going to stop any of my duties, and I'm not leaving until-- until I have to, and I expect the same thing from the bloody lot of you. If you want--

Damn it.

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Crookshanks senses I'm:: angryangry

Feb. 5th, 2006 @ 02:37 pm
Oh really now, is that the best--

Actually, I'm not sure what to write either. Lovely article, Pollaine.
Crookshanks senses I'm:: embarrassed...

Jan. 24th, 2006 @ 06:19 pm
I don't know...whether I should say something or not. The news sort of speaks for itself. Personally I just want to send my condolences to everyone who lost a child on Thursday...

But condolences aren't enough! I'm sorry--

Crookshanks senses I'm:: aggravatedaggravated

Backdated to the storm Jan. 20th, 2006 @ 02:40 pm
That cost you another 10 Points, Fawcett.

...It's still going on?

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Crookshanks senses I'm:: annoyedannoyed

Jan. 19th, 2006 @ 12:51 pm
Oh my goodness!

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Crookshanks senses I'm:: worriedeureka?

Jan. 13th, 2006 @ 04:44 pm
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Damn it!
Crookshanks senses I'm:: frustratedfrustrated

Jan. 6th, 2006 @ 01:34 am
I can't sleep. Lavender and Parvati keep going on about Curse-breakers of all things. Like they've never encountered them before. Well.. maybe they haven't, but that's not the point! Anyway, I didn't feel much like sleeping anyway. I've waaaaaay too much work to do.

I'm always surprised that I made it all the way to Head Girl. When I first got my letter, becoming a prefect and head prefect were the farthest things from my mind. I just wanted to be able to do magic and do magic well, and prove show that I could do it, even though I've never ever encountered it before. At least not that I could fully recognise as magic. It's been such a roller-coaster...

But, obviously, despite the problems, I'm glad to have done it. I feel privileged, despite everything--

Look at me. I haven't actually started my address for graduation, you know. Honestly.

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Crookshanks senses I'm:: nostalgicnostalgic

Dec. 17th, 2005 @ 01:21 pm
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I suppose I'll write more in this spot when I can think straight again.

Nov. 28th, 2005 @ 07:09 pm
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Ron, Ginny, how's your father? He'll be all right, won't he? Of course he will, don't pay me any attention.

I wanted to go and visit you earlier, but I think I'll be staying home until Monday. I hope you and Harry can... handle that business... without me for a few days. Just don't do anything foolish. Keep an eye on them, Ginny.

Be careful.
Crookshanks senses I'm:: worriedworried

Nov. 22nd, 2005 @ 11:07 pm
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Crookshanks senses I'm:: morosemorose

Nov. 1st, 2005 @ 05:16 pm
Happy Birthday Ron!

I-- well I hope you enjoy your gifts. I really tried this year. Mine... well it's nothing special, but I hope you can get some use out of it anyway. I really hope you like it.

*Hermione gives Ron a new set of professional Quidditch Keeper gloves from the Quality Quidditch Store, and mounds of sweets (the good tooth-rotting kind)*
Crookshanks senses I'm:: pensivepensive
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Well that was a horrendous waste of a few weeks. While I was able to get some work done, it was a pale comparison of what I could've done if I weren't sick. Not to mention the company... well it wasn't all bad, but let me just say I'll be so glad to return to Gryffindor.

So she's back. Hoo-bloody-ray.

It really was such a fascinating illness, though. I never knew magic diseases could do things like that, but it does make sense. I've read up on it quite a bit while I've been laid up here, it seems to be another form of a disease that existed hundreds of years ago. Thing is though, the Pepper-up potion should've been enough to take care of it.

I wonder.
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Everyone who has the time, please sign up to volunteer for the fund-raising venture. I'm sure it'll be a lot of fun, a great chance to work with other students whom you might not have been able to before. It's for a good cause, and you'll be sure to have the satisfaction of knowing so many people have enjoyed what you've done. So don't miss this opportunity, whatever you do.

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This is... wonderful news...
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I..I can hardly believe it.

Then again, maybe it's not that unbelievable.
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It's been quite some time since I've written in my journal, but I'm sure I could be forgiven for being a little distracted.

I hope you've all enjoyed my gifts and have had a wonderful Christmas. I'll be coming over on the evening of the 1st. My parents are coming to see me off, so I thought I should give you a little warning. We'll be Flooing...if you can imagine. I can't wait to see all of you.
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